I've lived in Calgary for ten years now. For a decade I've been trapped in this godforsaken place where houses and condos are built in a flash of an eye. Seriously, they just built a new gas station at the Safeway down the street and I swear two weeks before when I went grocery shopping all that was there was a hole dug in the ground.
Honey, I think I'm dying. Are you ever so afraid that something will be too hard that you don't even want to bother trying because you're too scared of the thought that you might fail? That's my life right there, summarized in a handful of words and a life-time of tears.