Relationships take a lot of work and I never even realized that until I began going out with the boy I am dating right now. Previous relationships of mine consisted of holding hands, making out, talking on the phone once and a while, and well that was about it. Guys used me, I let them use me and at the time I thought that I liked the experiences I had with guys. Previous relationships of mine kind of sucked, a lot in comparison to the relationship I have now.
Honestly I did not think it was possible for a guy to care about me in ways more than just the physical side of a relationship. I didn't think it was possible that a guy could actually want to have a conversation with me and care about what I had to say. I honestly didn't think it was possible for a guy to be decent, not to anyone, just to me.